Wednesday, October 10th, 2012
5:15am
My heart hurts as it breaks, when once
I despised and pretended it to never exist.
Am I living in vain?
Pursuing my dreams, doing what it is
that makes me happy,
others being hurt by it, is it
my fault?
Am I to blame for actions that make me happy and cause
others heart ache?
Even with caution tape lining around my whole being
I feel they can only know beforehand what
they are getting into.
What not to expect, and yet at the same time
never knowing what to expect.
I will always go for the bigger, the better-
My drive won't allow for anything other than that.
Even if-
I have to walk away and not look back.
Blunt
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