Cat & Mouse

Cat and mouse, the game so evident. My mind prevalent to the fact I could not let it, had to retract- my heart from the smallest sign of care, don't know how to act it all was so new, so new that old feeling that lay dormant in my heart, that feeling for you. Sly smile to farewells of don't care, I write and write, you never show me, when will u show me? Beyond this moment where its all so easily broken... Thrown away, I dress in nothing but gray, spread no cheer my smile blank as a cold stare. I drive home and think of you, constantly in thought yet u, constantly in motion far from those emotions of when we were.... Instead at a distance, does my smile cross your mind? Even for an instance? Unanswered questioning brings me to home, calling for u never to be answered.

The rain falls...

The rain falls heavily on my eyes
My emotions are stuck-
Stuck on you.
You have yet to leave my mind
And all I want is to find that moment again
Where I whisper to you
And whisper back,
“I love you”


The cold nights where I grip on to your warmth
Yours moans followed by your turn around
Pulling me on your chest, where I rest
In comfort, full of passion, my heart pumping the love throughout my veins.
Chills spread my body as I think of the last time your body kept me warm.


My heart still hurts and I wake with him on my mind
The day is dim, my heart sulks within, and I want to make things right.