Lovey Dovey Ishh

Aggression. Progression. Just one. First not last, my mind is so incapable of forgetting the past. The times we were so… Into one another. The time you cheated, the times I have.. Gone and past, where are you?! I beg for an answer. Gone from my reach, you preach of self sufficiency and I beg to differ. I want to lean, where is my other? Love you so much, I want to be your all. Love, friend, mother. Haiuku’s all around, painted pictures from the ground going up , up, and away into the sky where we hold a place, in each others arms. I hand out my palm, spit in it and tell me my future. The plans we’ve made under the tree in that special place. The house on the hill, bordering the lake. Reading to our kids, rocking. You look at me from afar to exhale at how much I love who you are. Smiling, feelings sent to me as my eyes look squinting at yours. Lips still flowing, our baby boy, not knowing my inside, hot staring into the bluest skies I’ve seen only found in your eyes. Two way highway, love both ways, flowing. Smiles. I love you. Chugging my beer at all these thoughts only near, to my heart and mind where it’s all painted. My eyes see not. Fingers placed on my lips pretending to be your soft kiss… How your hands met my face, covering half my head. I pressed myself closer to you breathing in your aroma. None other. No, none other. Ever. Where is that perfume? Where is the cologne? No, never a clone, to the sweet breath of you. None could bottle it. It’s fresh from the flowers, man cannot regenerate. Dead flowers shower my heart and pain me within… Come out, come out, where ever you are, you should be here with me.