Premeditated Sabotage

I learned the words "self-sabotage" through a horrible movie, where a drunken fiance misses her wedding and the right to call herself a good man's wife, all for what looked like to be drunken nonsense and possibly drug abuse. Do we all "self-sabotage"? At least at one point in our lives? As I sit here, "pre" move in, I think of all the things that could go wrong. All of my past failures come into play and I am left with the idea that nothing will g right. I enter a panic state of mind, not allowing me to believe that this could at all be a good move. How are we to let go of the past's downfalls and live for today, in a positive way? Not thinking of anything that could go wrong, but instead, what could go right?