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Feeling so convicted

Trying to be convincing 

Of my thoughts, emotions, what ever it is

I'm showing

Guessing it's not working

Or is it?

It this the hiatus to God's plans?

I stumbled and fell of track

Relapsed-on what importantly has 

Such a spiritual impact

On my life

Confused through dreams that

Make Situations seem

A bit more intense..

Try to release

But I can't

My stomach hurts, my vission's blurred

I hurt

Someone else, and of course..

It came back three times to

Myself

Alone time to be in time out

Stop the shouts

Echoing in my head

Already tried to play dead

But would only be found by cats

Eating away at the flesh that 

Got me there in the first place

I'm thirsty

Can't get enough

Although I've already had enough

Rough, ain't it?

(4-5-14)