Like the Weather

Today, I feel like the weather

Or is it the weather, that feels like I?

Gloomy clouds and raindrops

Saddened by the non appearance of the sun

It has not come out

Instead the dirt filled clouds overwhelm the sky

and all I can hear is dripping nearby

Gray rays come crackling through spaces the drapes don't cover

Seeps in reminding of the feelings within

I keep my eyes closed, pretending not to see

But I can't close my ears

all I hear is the dripping of the saddened weather

the saddened weather, just like me

I wonder if things will ever be right

will they be stable?

For once without a storm leaking inside my home

corrupting good nature and messing with my morals

my character, my misfortune, my values of self

are all put to shame

I have no name

I've used too many

moved many places

seen too many new faces

and never grew upon one

my work is done

and now look what I've become

the weather

the rainy, unpleasant weather

is what I have become